Glory and defeat. Trophies won, records set, supremacy lost. A transfer storm, a legal battle and racist chants. Front page gossip and back page scandal. Loyalty and betrayal. FA Cup and Champions League. Farewell to Highbury. New beginnings. World Cup 2006. the showbiz wedding on the year, and the most talked-about transfer in Premiership history. Forget what you might have read before. This is his story in his words. This is how football really works. Laid bare.